just cause.

sometimes i just don’t know.

i wonder where my life is headed? 

i want to meet someone that would give me their time of day, someone who doesn’t smoke or party all the time, someone that surrounds himself around good people & not some losers, someone who i can just lay in bed with and talk to about everything, someone who can be honest with me and not leave a single thing out, someone who is confortable asking questions and doesn’t mind answering them, someone who doesn’t make me feel insecure, someone who can give me reassurance, someone who actually wants to see me and spend time with me, someone who doesn’t care about being known, someone that isn’t friendly with the opposite sex, some who knows their limit, someone that want to go to new places and try new things, someone who can take me around mom & dad and say hey this is my girlfriend, someone who can rub my feet after a long day, someone who can randomly send me flowers just because, someone who wants to show me off and take me everywhere, someone that make me a stronger person, someone who wont say things to make me sad. someone who wont make me cry, someone i can go to about anything, someone i can count on, someone to grow with, someone who can teach me new things, someone who can teach me better ways, someone who will make me a better person, someone who make me breakfast in bed, someone who can randomly just say i love you, someone who will remember the small details, someone who can be romantic, someone that will listen to what i have to say, someone who will randomly tell me im beautiful, someone who can be sweet while being on my period, someone who can make me soup when  im sick and stay with me, someone that will keep me smiling, someone who doesn’t have too much pride, someone who isn’t selfish, someone to share things with, someone who will think about my  feelings before doing something, someone who doesn’t lie about the littlest things, someone who thinks ahead and not just in the moment, someone that will just tell me instead of me having to ask, someone who wont make me feel hurt. someone who can make me feel confident, someone who can compliment my happiness, someone who cares, someone who can appreciate me effort, someone who knows how to value what they have, someone who will respect me, someone who’s not afraid to say sorry, someone who’t not going to break my heart, someone i can trust with my heart, someone who loves God as much as i do, someday i will find this “someone”…

One should NEVER regret anything, life is full of mysteries and obstacles you will go though, in a matter of seconds your life can change. But because that happend, it shouldn’t give you a reason to regret anything, learn from it and use it as a reminder. It’s not healthy to live with regret, so let it go, recover from it, and move on. one day you’ll will look back at just as i, the memories will contain good and bad.. but hopefully you’ve learn from it and grown. GOOD LUCK!